The Sex

I think if nothing else a lot that pisses me off is the sex. All this time when I thought we were cool or semi-okay, we were having sex. Sadly more times it was totally boring and unsatisfing but other times it rocked.

Anyway, the thing that pisses me off is that I am his wife, if nothing else I am suppose to be entitled to sex, all the time, anywhere, anyway I want it, right? well you know what i mean, but instead he is worried about hooking up with whatever he wants and who cares that his wife is at home, yet again alone.

Is it too much to ask that I have a husband , that fine flirts or goes to titty bars or looks at porn and gets turned on, but can draw the line and bring all that frustration home and fantasizes and take it out on me? I don't ask much and I am a leniant wife, I would love to rep the rewards of such fantasizes. But no, instead I get the shitty, hurry up and get this over with sex and come to find out, he has all this fun sex with god knows who in the mean time/

So what I am saying is it's not fair, LOL!!! I want the freaky, fun, happy sex with my own husband!!damn it!